Journal Entry:
Tue Dec 27, 2011, 9:54 PM
I guess I'm a pretty shitty friend.
Saying that because I just made a friend rage-quit talking to me just now, cause it sounded like I was complaining too much.
And I admit, I was.
Keep in mind that as I type this, I'm exhausted from playing 4 rounds of lazer tag with guests we had over for dinner, plus getting my dad angry at me while also being pissed off about stuff at 4H tonight. Plus, it's 1 in the morning. 0 _ o
So yeah, Im a GREAT friend for making others hate you because of what you say. I am probably the reason why people hang themselves.
Maybe I should just try to "Stay Calm and Fus Ro Dah" like everyone does in Skyrim. Or I could just use a Cherry Bomb Celestial Brush move and explode all my enemies around me. -Okami ftw-
Maybe this is why I prefer to normally be by myself when given the chance to socialize or to be a lonely hermit. So I dont fuck up anything more then I already do.
Also feeling like shit, love-wise, thanks to my messed-up heart. Way to go, Heart. You make me feel worse then I already do.
I'm going to bed now, good fucking night.
- Faith
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Mood:
Regretful -
Listening to: AFI- Prelude 12/24
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Reading: A Game of Thrones: A Clash of Kings
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Watching: A Christmas Story
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Eating: Chocolate Crackle Cookies
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Drinking: Water