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It's always nice to look out the window
And see those very first few flakes of snow
And later on we can go outside
And create the impression of an angel that just fell from the sky
When February rolls around I'll roll my eyes
Turn a cold shoulder to these even colder skies
And by the fire my heart it heaves a sigh
For the green grass waiting on the other side
It's always winter but never Christmas
It seems this curse just can't be lifted
Yet in the midst of all this ice and snow
Our hearts stay warm cause they are filled with hope
It'd be so nice to look out the window
And see the leaves on the trees begin to show
The birds would congregate and sing
A song of birth a song of newer things
The wind would calm and the sun would shine
I'd go outside and I'd squint my eyes
But for now I will simply just withdraw
Sit here and wish for this world to thaw
And everything it changed overnight
This dying world you brought it back to life
And deep inside I felt things
Shifting everything was melting
Away oh away
And you gave us the most beautiful of days
Cause when it's always winter but never Christmas
Sometimes it feels like you're not with us
But deep inside our hearts we know
That you are here and we will not lose hope
- Relient K - In Like A Lion (Always Winter) I... I think my life right now's going to the dogs.
I seriously think that.
First, I'm all happy on Friday with
Prince Caspian , and happy for Saturday due to me going to my friend Lisa's Sweet 16 (which was nothing short of fun, believe me.) But before I go all depressive, I'll talk about the party.
Okay.... at least of my friends and I were invited to her party, which was the same theme as mine. Hollywood-ish, only mine's Movie Magic. Was on the second floor of this pizza resturaunt in downtown Somerville; the food wasn't that great for such a big event. Anyway, the room was too small and everyone on the dance floor was crammed together as if it was a small moshpit, with me and my friend being pushed off the dance floor constantly. But then again, my other bud Ryan danced with me on multiple occasions (No Zach, this means nothing lol ) and he can really dance, I'll tell you that. But we didn't even get any cake; seems that only the family got it. So it was like we were being cheated out of dessert and had to live off of M&M's that were on the tables.
NOW, I can go on to being a little depressive bitch.
My heart's been so goddamn heavy lately; I don't know why. Maybe it's due to the suckish weather we've been having here in New Jersey.

But first, let's start off from the beggining, okays?
Firstly, my brother, whom I share many a disliked memory with, came home on Friday. Shouldn't be that bad due to that he's only coming home for the weekend. But I generaly have a mutual hatred of him, but I won't get into that; it's my own personal buisiness that I'm not going to discuss. Then, on the day of the Sweet 16, I get my progress report in the mail from out school. Let's just say, that... I got a grade that's the first letter of my name in Algebra. D:C
And because of this, I'm only allowed to talk on the phone to Zach for three days of the week, for FIFTEEN MINUTES. FIFTEEN FUCKING MINUTES. That may not seem that bad for some of you, but for me, that's a big deal: he lives up all the way in Massachusits and talking to him for such a short amount of time seems... to make my heart ache and cry a thousand rain storms that never seem to stop. Plus, just hearing him talk seems to make me feel just a shred better then I was. It's like he's the one who can truely lift my spirits when I'm in my darkest time, my time of need. He's my guardian angel made human, the light that shines in the dark. And my dad wanted me to NOT EVEN BE ABLE TO TALK to him AT ALL until I get my grades in Algebra up to at least a C. My mom actually had some sympathy to let me get away with that small amount of time.
Then there's my huge Biology testing for the freshmen of NEw Jersey tommorow. I'm so unprepared for that; Bio's hard enough without the pressure on my shoulders now; it feels like there's hundreds of pounds resting on me, and seem to keep on getting heavier as the seconds, the minutes, pass on by. I mean, I can understand some of the info the teacher's taught us, but barely any from the beginning of the school year.
And I have a cold and allergies on top of all this.
So... yeah. I;m in need of a hug, words of wisdome, prayers, self-esteem boosters, chocolate, therapy, ANY FUCKING THING that could make all this shit go away. A miracle pill, a message from above, even just speeking to a friend. Anything, I need it now more then ever.
Yeah... you probaboly won't be seeinf any new works from me except for one or two poems every now and then, along with one dragon picture, but that's it.
My heart's going to crumble into dust and be burnt by flames, turning to ash, one of these days. I have a feeling it's the truth.
- Faith
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Perils of Darkness,
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the
next week and say it to your self 6 times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen between
you and that 1special person and say it to your self
12 times!!!
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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these
wishes and as you scroll down focus and concentrate on
it and think on nothing else but that wish.
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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish
that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to
15 people, and what you wished for will come true
within in one week!
u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think
of your
crush!!!
Keep going
down
Keep going
Keep
going
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your
last chance. Now pay very close attention this
important message!
Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of
those kinda chain letters that everyone hates. This
one has been going since 1864 and if you break this
chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these stories.
First Example:
Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up
till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush
on the same kid since kindergarden. when she got this
mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just
thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she
would have sent the letter none of that would have
happened and her mom would be alive.
Second Example:
Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd.
Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All
the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent
it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush
on a girl since 3rd grade. The next day after sending
the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to
ask her out, and of course, she had been waiting to
yes to that for years. They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.
Third Example:
Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get
ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson
was just getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a
quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he
was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend.
It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a
smart kid and he knew what could happen if he didnt
pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends from his
buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the
lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His
mom bought him Nintendo64 and play station! His
grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best
friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to,
Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit! Then he inherited a
brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the
next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have
been going out ever since.
Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd
rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like
Barbra but thats only me. We all want what we cant
have but now's ur chance to go out withthat special
somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send this to-
1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life.....
forever!!!!!
10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
friend...... ONLY!!!!!
15 people- your crush will say they like you
20 people- your crush will ask you out!
25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
30 people - Your crush will make out with you
35 people or more- All of the above!!
Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have
everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u
dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's
simple, just go in a chat room, pick some names and
send away! but here's the catch..... you only have 1
hour
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WWE is my all time dream
Why can't people help
me achieve the dream
of a lifetime
to be on the same amazing stage
as my favorite superstars
the rainbow haired warrior
the Chain Gang General
and the Reject
Help is all I ask
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WWE is my all time dream
Why can't people help
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to be on the same amazing stage
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the rainbow haired warrior
the Chain Gang General
and the Reject
Help is all I ask
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
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3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
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4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
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Everyday i thank god for such wonderful friends and family and everyday i thank him for letting them still be here with me up to this day <3333
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
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2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
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4-6 you're an ok friend
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I haven't gotten fanart of Shuro-chan (or any other one of my characters, to say that) in a really long time. So of course I wouldn't mind.
Which reminds me; I have to draw him sometime.
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I'm a Virgo ninja of the Village Hidden in the Zodiac!
Oh my God! Listen to Utada Hikaru sing a Green Day Song. It sounds so nice and... pretty! ^^ - - - > [link]
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A pencil without an eraser may as well just be a pen.
One drop of black paint from the brush clouds the whole cup of water.
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I'm a Virgo ninja of the Village Hidden in the Zodiac!
Oh my God! Listen to Utada Hikaru sing a Green Day Song. It sounds so nice and... pretty! ^^ - - - > [link]
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