I know, I know, its been a long time as of late since I've updated or touched my dA page at all, but I've been going through a particularily rough patch of my life right now.
In the fall I'm leaving my current college to venture to a four year one. Its not terribly far from me but the anxiety caused from it is definitely not healthy for me. Well, thats just one issue thats been plaguing me.
I constantly find myself undergoing panic attacks or moments of extreme emotional flux that strike at the most in-opportune moments: when I am out with friends, when I am with my dear boyfriend, etc. It strikes at me like a cobra hidden in tall grass, without the victim never knowing when it will come out.
Its not a fun way to live my life, but I have to make due with it somehow. I just hope I manage to struggle onward and not fall to this little demon yelling at me from the shadows and having a constant sense of self-doubt in my brain.